If it didn't work, I wouldn't be sitting here with you now. I'd have locked myself away the moment I got here. I wouldn't have trusted myself around other people.

[Snark will not get her to go away so easily. She's right and she knows it.]

And no. No calendar. Just the people I would give my life for. Mary Margaret, Belle, Emma, Henry, David, my granny. Not to mention there are people I cared about who died--[Because of me.]--that I wish to remember by not being the monster some people like to think I am.